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Friday, 20 May 2011

Will be continue....Later

Seriously not in the mood to write though i have many stories to share... E.g:

Like my visit to Hospital Selayang under FPP scheme for my 31/32 weeks check up..
My konon house-warming party after being coaxed by Shidah but eventually she didn't / couldn't come.. ;p
My Baby Shower party recently on Wesak Day organized by my superb friends for me and Dian..
On the tazkirah this morning tentang kenapa 'doa tidak dimakbulkan' by Ustaz Ali B Sarbini from JAKIM.

Dan banyak la lagi yg trase nak post but didn't have the mood to write yet... Again, like people care la kan?..hoho

So, happy Friday and Happy Weekend all..May you have a great one! Later ~

Thursday, 7 April 2011

Kerisauan melanda~

I was born as a worrier (bukan warrior)..Keje aku dok risau je utk sume bende... Tapi masalahnya, kalau risau keje jalan ok gak...ni kadang2, risau je lebey, keje/usaha takat tu je jugak...hehehe

So sekarang ni, antara kerisauan aku adalah:

Kerisauan untuk deliver baby nanti.... Risau semua akan selamat ke tak, risau duit kalau kena ceaser sebab akan amek FPP kat Hospital Selayang (utk elak risau bnde ni, bley je amek kelas biasa kerajaan, tp risau lak kalau takde Dude teman etc...ye..saye mengade); Risau x cukup n x reti budget juge bile ada baby nnt (ye, tahu rezeki di tgn tuhan...tp dah risau, nak wat mcm mane..
Risau dengan projek student yg menggunakan geran aku yg akan habis tempoh bulan 10 ni... dah la kena masuk hutan, tp ku deliver july/jun, pantang 2-3 bulan..masuk2 keje, trus dah habis tempoh..mmg boleh extend untuk 6 bulan...tp kalau boleh taknak la..kang lg lambat ku gi sambung PhD..haiishh...
Risau sebab nak dekat habis sem (lagi seminggu je) & next 2 weeks dah start exam, so maksudnye kerja bertimbun la..padan muke sape suh tangguh marking test2 students...nnt kang nak mark exam paper diorang lak...adoi aiii....
Risau pasal masa depan yang lagi 3-7 tahun ni, cukup ke duit utk tingkatkan taraf hidup E.g: beli rumah ok, beli kete better, hantar anak skolah,..mmg insyaAllah gaji naik, tp banyak mana sgt la keje gomen ni (bersyukur ni...hehe), ape jadi kat prangai anak2..kalo sebijik ikut prangai aku, akan mnghadapi masalah la aku nak jage...hohoho... (tp akan senang jage bile besar..hehehe)
Risau ni berkaitan dengan nombor 4 di atas, dimane aku risau kalau aku x dapat meningkatkan taraf hidup, aku akan macam ni je ke sampai bile2?..Takde la teruk sgt pun sekarang ni, tp kalau lagi 3-7 tahun kekal mcm ni, ala2 teruk gak ah....huhuhu
Last kerisauan untuk masa sekarang, aku risau sebab aku suke sangat risau..Seb baik Dude sangat tenang (SANGAT! <---boleh menimbulkan bibit2 kerisauan jugak ni....hehehe)...

Wishing hard that i could handle sume bende and stop worrying...but even aku sangat perisau, i still enjoy my life to the fullest k..hehe (erm..3/4 full..ok la tu kan?) (^_^) .. Later!!! =)

Monday, 6 July 2009

After 10 months, where's my momentum??..huhu

It has been so long since last kuar2 lepak2 smpi pagi. Before pegi wat master, since 1st yr, I considered myself a night person. Siang membuta, mlm lepak ke pagi. gi maple dgn kwn2, burak2 etc. Lps balik bljr which was almost 10 months ago, still x jmpe lg mood nak melepak-lepak lame2. rase mcm penat sgt. Balik keje, nk dok umah je jmpe mak... kalau lmbat pun, gi OU mkn2, then b4 8 dh smpi umah...

Dulu, I was always the one to initiate any meeting or reunion among us friends, or the one who assisted pnut in calling friends to meet or etc. I was also always talking on the phone, calling friends saje2 gayut sbb boring.

Tapi sekarang, i was the one who withdraw from the crowd. Jd mcm katak bwh tempurung. It's not that I don't want to be the active person anymore, but i can't seem to find my momentum just yet as if all my energies have been absorbed by the land of the scots. I just want to go home and sit on my bed with the laptop or with books in my hand or just talking to my mom.I feel tired easily nowadays (is it because I gain extra 10 kg since I came back to Msia?..huhu)

Anyway, yesterday, after few days of promises to meet, I finally met Emmy (juju). We were out since 10.30 and lepak at norsya until 2 am. Quite a long time since I last lepaking smpi pagi. It felt great to finally be able to leave my comfortable bed and room, altho it resulted in me waking up at almost 1 pm in the afternoon.

I seriously hope I'll be getting my momentum any time soon and enjoy my live as I usually did b4 I flew to UK. I miss my friends and miss the feeling of lepaking until morning. But, I can't help thinking, that maybe, I've changed. Maybe this is what I am now. maybe I don't like to lepak2 dah. But I do hope those are not the reasons cause they made me feel 100 years older.

haishhh.. :(

Tuesday, 30 September 2008

My life, so far... ;) ~

So far, my life in Malaysia has been great, but a bit busy though... had to settle few stuffs regarding kakteh's punye study kat indon, then some other stuffs pasal along's wedding this coming november i.e tempah kad kawin etc then of course la sbb nk raye n nakstart working after raye, so kene la shopping kasut keje, handbags...bought a pair of working shoes dkt edinburgh, tp still dlm kotak yg x samapi2 lg..risau gile.. according to post opis, amik mase 10 days je..ni dah 2 weeks...my laptop's power cords and some important stuffs dalam kotak tu..mati le kalo x smpi...huhuhu

Sangat menyesal coz mase kat edin malas nak pikir pasal keje, so, x beli handbags n shoes awal2 dkt sane... mmg sgt menyesal ... my size sangat ssh nak carik dkt Malaysia. Kaki sangat besar seperti gergasi...huhu...I wear 42 euro size. dkt malaysia, normally size paling besar is 41 euro size...kecewe gile.... kene suruh k linda shopping kan ni...huhuhu... utk handbag plak, fortunately, k linda dgn baik hati gave me a farewell/birthday gift Guess handbag..ade la jugak satu handbag ala-ala org pegi keje punye...adoi la.. huhu

Last Friday, went berbuke pose with my close friends since high school. Even there were only 9 of us that day, it was great as finally, I get to meet my friends after a year not seeing them. Next meeting will be at my house on the 2nd week of raya (open house kecil-kecilan for my close friends..hehe), and hopefully those who didn't turn up for the buka pose event, will come eventually (jgn x dtg eh dawat,sue,ros,sare n lain2 yg mmg diwajibkan ittew)...

Then on Saturday, Dude belanje me buke pose at JW Marriot KL. We fought all the way from home to the hotel (my version of fight = I talk; Dude listen/ignore/wat dek/etc..hoho) and didn't talk at all for the 1st 20 minutes bile dh smpi kat hotel. but eventually, kene jugak bersuare coz sangat malas bangun amik buffet, so had to keluarkan my sweet little voice and dgn mengade-ngadenye suruh dude amikkan makanan.. yeay!.. hoho..the foods were really great .... waaaaayyy better than the buffet in The Apartment, klcc that i ate for berbuke with my friends the day before...with only rm 7 difference between the apartment and jw marriot, I get like more than 50 extra dishes...sooo worth it...

it's currently 1.22 am in the morning. My mom and neng still downstairs masak lontong n kuah kacang.. I offered to help kupas bawang putih tadi, but neng said x payah..so i played starwars battlefront with afiq for 2-3 hours..lucky me!..hohoho.. So, nak pegi intai mak then..then tido le kot...

Anyway, I was meaning to write about someone/something yang again, made me emo when I was still in Edinburgh..tp x berkesmpatan lagi.. (x best gile tulis using this pc..uurrghh...)... or maybe sbb bln pose, so sesi kutuk-mengutuk org (sikit-sikit je..hehe) kene la kurangkan sikit...hehehe... but still i will write about that someone...coz sgt geram..hohoh....

Anyway, to all my friends and those who know me, I wish you guys Selamat hari Raya Aidilfitri.. I also would like to apologize for everything I've done since the first day I've known you guys. I know I might be a pain in the as* sometimes, jadi mintak maaf sangat-sangat..and hope i'm forgiven... hehehe.. Thanks eh! ;)

Later!

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