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Tuesday, 25 August 2009

Wahai hati...tenanglah... :|

Hati,

...tenanglah....

Jangan lah was-was mcm ni....

Mungkin bisikan syaitan..

Di dalam Al-Quran , antaranya ayat dari surah an-Nas, antara lain bermaksud: "Dari kejahatan pembisik, penghasut yang timbul tenggelam. Yang melemparkan bisikan dan hasutannya ke dalam hati manusia. (Iaitu pembisik dan penghasut) dari kalangan jin dan manusia."

Tapi...

Mungkinkah tidak?...

haishhh...

Rabhanaa afrigh 'alaynaa shabran wa tsabbit aqdaamanaa wahshurnaa 'alal qawmil kaafirina. Rabbanaa laa tuzigh quluubanaa ba'da idz hadaytana wa hablanaa min ladunka rahmatan innaka antal wahhaabu. Allaahumma tsabbitnii an azilla wahdinii an adhilla. Allahumma kamaa hulta baynii wa bayna qalbii, fahul baynii wa baynasy syaythaani wa 'amalihi. Allaahumma innii as-aluka nafsan muthma 'innatan tu'minu biliqaa'ika wa tardhaa biqadhaa'ika wa taqna'u bi'athaa'ika

Artinya : Ya Tuhan kami, curahkanlah kesabaran atas kami dan teguhkanlah pendirian kami serta tolonglah kami terhadap golongan yang kafir.

Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah kau palingkan hati kami setelah Engkau tunjuki dan berilah kami dari hadhirat-Mu rahmat karena Engkau adalah Yang Maha Pemberi.

Ya Allah kokohkanlah aku dari kemungkinan terpelesetnya iman, dan berilah aku petunjuk dari kemungkinan sesat.
Ya Allah sebagaimana Engkau telah memberi penghalang antara aku dan hatiku, maka berilah penghalang antaraku dan antara syaitan serta perbuatannya.


Ya Allah aku mohonkan pada-Mu jiwa yang tenang tenteram, yang percaya pada pertemuan dengan-Mu dan ridha atas keputusan-Mu serta merasa cukup puas dengan pemberian-Mu.

Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin.... :(


Sunday, 23 August 2009

Happy Ramadhan to all... =)

I hate myself for becoming weaker as I get older. Or maybe getting older is the reason I get weaker inside.

Or maybe, I'm always this weak inside. I know that I look kinda tough and mean outside (hohoho), but inside, I'm this very-soft-at-heart kinda girl but with some streak of ego (we girl need to have that lil ego...for..whatever..huhu)

Anyway, Salam Ramadhan to all... I hope I get to khatam Quran Ramdhan kali ni and get to go to the mosque with my mom more often than 2 years ago (last yr, not in Malaysia). A bit sad because I couldn't start fasting on the 1st day of Ramadhan, tp takpe la, ade hikmah.

Harap Ramadhan kali ni dapat memberi ketenangan hati that I need most at this time. Dan berharap agar dapat diberikan petunjuk untuk menjalankan hari-hari mendatang. Amiiinnn.....

*Ramadhan mmg mensyahdukan...haishh..

Friday, 21 August 2009

A sad post...again....

Lamenyeeeeee x menulis...

sangat rase nak menulis, tapi tiade semangat...

and since i last wrote, sangat byk bende berlaku and mostly, seriously, mostly, things that made me sad and still am actually.....

I don't think I'm strong enough for this kind of test I'm going thru. I'm pretty sure I'm not strong at all, but I'm just not sure how to settle this. I might hurt those I love most as well as myself. I want to give it a try and save this and pray for the best, but I can't do it alone. I just donno what to do.... I'm scared of what might happen if I go on and if I don't. The journey has been so long that I'm afraid if i stop, everything will goes down the drain and I have to start all over again.What if I am meant to continue this journey, but I give up to soon and things will become uglier?


Maybe, things will get better if I continue this journey and try my best to reach the ultimate destination; but maybe it'll become worse and, Who am I to know??

But what can I say, either by ending or continuing this journey, some people might get hurt. I'll get hurt by doing both. Not sure of the other side though.

Sorry to babble in my first post since a long time I didn't write. I should start with a happy story I guess, but my life is not very ok right now that I couldn't think of a happy one.

So friends, could you guys please pray that I'm given enough strength to go through whatever the ending is?...thank u and luv u all... huhuhu :((