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Friday, 19 June 2009

Petang Khamis (takde tajuk sbnrnye..huhu)

I heard gentle knocking at my bedroom's door. Mak muncul and told me to  salam ayah. Oh, I forgot. Realizing i wasn't wearing a proper attire to mengadap ayah, I told mak to wait and cpt2 sarung t-shirt and seluar.

When I walked out of my bedroom, ayah already there, right outside my room,waiting for me. "Angah buat apa?" I was just tersengih mcm kerang busuk & salam n cium tgn ayah. "Sini."Ayah pointed to his right cheek. Oh right, I forgot that he's going to Jakarta for few days, bkn out station dlm negara yg satu mlm je.So I kissed his right cheek, then his left cheek, then his forehead.

Sambil turun tangga,he said "kalau nak beli baju ayah, beli yg collar mcm ni plak..ayah ade satu ni aje." he showed the collar of the shirt he was wearing,mcm cekak musang baju melayu "oh..nak mcm tu plak..ok." Deep inside, i was feeling kinda proud because for the time being I'm his only child that cud understand both of his and mak's taste. In fact, in his suitcase, he packed along two shirts that was bought by me. I really like buying them things.


Pakcik Zuraidi already waited for ayah outside. He took the bag from ayah and put it in the  car. From my front door, I shouted "bye bye org jakarta!" He was just about to close the car's door when he heard me and I heard and saw him laughed until the car lost from our view.

Haish...tinggalla aku n mak je kat umah over the wiken. lupe, dude n i ade program la plak wiken ni. xpe neng ade, n mak pun pastinye akan menjahit or tgk cd winter sonata utk ke 198 kalinye...huhuhu

Later! :)

Thursday, 18 June 2009

Mungkinkah sebab itu saya gembira?

"Happiness pulses with every beat of my heart." ~Emily Logan Decens

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Saya tidak tahu mengape. Tetapi saya sangat gembira hari ini walaupun tidak cukup tidur mlm td. Mungkinkah kerana saya sudah sihat? Dan mungkin juga kerana saya keluar berjumpa kawan-kawan tadi setelah sekian lama tidak keluar rumah berlibur kerana kurang sihat...

Pagi tadi, dalam pukul 11 lebey, saya keluar rumah menuju ke Shah Alam menjemput Farah & anaknye Balqis. Kemudian, kami menuju ke UM. Di situ, Azri telah sedia menunggu di rumah u. Kami pun mengambil tempat di meja yang kosong. Sementara menunggu kedatangan Muzri dan Fakhrul, Farah pergi membasuh berak anaknya di toilet. Tidak lama kemudian, Muzri sampai diikuti Fakhrul selang berapa ratus minit kemudian.Mungkinkah sbb itu sy gembira?


kami semua teringin makan western.Saya mengorder lamb chop. Gravy nye sedap cume mungkin krana tukang masaknye sedang bercinte, make lamb nye sedikit hangus. Tapi saya layankan saje kerana itu adalah makanan pertama sy yg best slps asyik memkn bubur dan roti cicah air milo. Mungkinkah sbb itu sy gembire?

Kemudian kami pun bercerita spt dahulu kala. Spt biasa, bile ada fakhrul & azri (terutamanye fakhrul si gile), saye la akan menjadi bahan. teruk sungguh sy dimainkan. Mungkinkah sbb itu sy gembire?

Alangkah cumilnye melihat mereka bergilir-gilir mendukung balqis. Muzri juge sudah menjadi bape 50 hr yg lps. Azri bakal mnjadi bape bulan ogos ini. Fakhrul pule, bape ayam mungkin ok kot...(hohohoho). Sangat gembire melihat mereke. Jike ketika 1st yr dahulu kami slalu berdiskusi mengenai mase dpn bile sume org kawin dpt anak etc, tp skrg slps 6-7 thn, kami berdiskusi cara-cara menjaga anak, menyusukan anak dll. kwn-kwn sy yg kurang ajar itu menyatakan sy tak perlu risau susu tidak cukup, kerana melihat keadaan saya, mmg takkan habis la susu badan, kate mereka sambil tertawa. Saya hanya mampu mengeluarkan carutan kecil..Mungkinkah sbb itu sy gembire?..

Selepas makan, Muzri pun pulang ke pejabat.Fakhrul memaksa kami ke rumah sewanya, maka kami berempat + balqis pun lepak di rumah sewa fakhrul pulak di vista blok 6. Patutla fakhrul mengajak. Rupa-rupanya dia ingin kami semua memuji kekreatifannya menghias rumah (walaupun dia x mintak directly). Habis bunga-bunga dan pasu bunga emaknya di curi untuk di bawa ke rumah sewa. dia mmg gile. Balqis sudah kepanasan. Farah memberikan balqis susu dan air masak. Dia tertido tidak lama kemudian. Kami pun pulang dari rumah fakhrul dan menghantar azri ke um dan farah ke shah alam. Nnt bile-bile, boleh sy kuar dgn farah lagi kerana dia dekat sahaja dgn uitm. Mungkinkah sbb itu sy gembira?

Setibanya di rumah, saya pun masuk dgn gembirenye dan terus mncari ibu menceritakan kisah saya pada hari ini sambil ibu sedang bersiap utk mengambil hajar di komuter dan berjumpa adik-adik di smakl. Saya ingat nak teman ibu, tapi dah tertukar baju dgn cepat kerana panas, maka sy tidak teman ibu.sian ibu.

Kemudian saya pun mandi. Sesudah mandi, saya pun ke bawah menonton tv bersama ibu dan dude cerita manjalara. Mungkinkah sebab itu saya gembira?

Pukul 7 mlm,ibu mengajak dude dan saya makan mlm bersamanya. Kami pun makan di meja makan dan berbual-bual dgn gembira. Saya tidak merasa marah pun dengan dude hari ini langsung. Malah, saya sengaja mengada-ada untuk bermanja-manja dengan gembiranya. Dia seperti biasa, melayan je ngada-ngada saya. Mungkinkah sbb itu saya gembira?

Selepas Dude solat, kami menonton America's Funniest Video bersama-sama. Kami juga gelak terbahak-bahak menonton aksi-aksi melucukan dlm rancangan itu. Kemudian kami mengukur kain satin baju pengantin kami untuk membezakan yang mana satu perempuan atau lelaki punya. Mungkinkah sebb itu sy gembira?

Tidak lama selepas itu, Dude pun pulang. Mungkinkah sbb itu saya gembira? (hohoho)

Selepas Dude pulang, ibu turun ke bawah dengan tudung. Ibu kata nak pergi ambil dobi ayah di kedai belakang. Saya rindukan ibu. Maka say mengikut ibu pergi ke dobi. Mungkinkah sbb itu sy gembira?

Ketika sampai di rumah, ayah sudah ada, baru pulang dr pejabat. Ibu beritahu ayah ibu mengambil dobi ayah kerana ada tiga seluar ayah di situ dan ibu terpaksa ambil kerana ayah out station esok. Ayah kata, kalau seluar x cukup, ayah pinjam seluar ibu. Saya kata, seluar saya ada, mesti muat. Ayah pun ketawa sambil berjalan ke bawah untuk ke surau. Mungkinkah sbb itu sy gembira?

Kemudian, saya pun duduk di meja ini, depan netbook pink yg cumil ini, menulis entry ini,sebelum memulakan kerja yang bertimbun dan yg perlu disediakan untuk berjumpa dengan Dr Harita ketua program pagi-pagi esok. Mungkinkah sbb itu saye gembire?

Saya pun tidak tahu mengape saya gembira. Tapi saya harap saya terus kekal gembira walaupun saya tahu harapan mungkin tinggal harapan selepas kembali bekerja esok hari. Entry ini hanya untuk mengingatkan saya, bahawa saya pernah segembira ini. Alhamdulillah.

Wednesday, 17 June 2009

I couldn't sleep!!huhuhu

It's 5.15 am currently, and still, I could not sleep. Dah bergolek ke depan belakang tonggeng somersault sume pun x leh gak. Tadi mlm lps mkn ubat nampak bintang dah...tapi bile baring, mate jd segar lak...

So, ni br je lps amik ubat batuk yg ade antihistamine to make myself sleep. hope dpt la tido coz kene bgn awal gak (10.30..huhu)..haishh..

P/s: dapat mc lg utk hari ni..yeay!!..

Monday, 15 June 2009

~Part 2 - My loooong journey of sickness..huhu

This post is the continuation of the previous post. Please read the warning from the previous post before you read this post. Thank you...huhuhu

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I stopped at telling you guys that the clinic visit was on Thursday. Ok, so, on Friday, nothing really changed except for the worst. My tonsil hurt, and I couldn't really sleep. Owh, did I mention I lost 1 kg because I cudn't eat? 1 kg tuuu...gile ah hebat...hohoho...

Anyway, around 7am on saturday, I woke up from my almost sleepless night. I couldn't deal with the pain anymore, so I asked my mom to bring me a pain killer. She then gave me the last ponstan she took from my father's drawer. I went downstairs, eat 2 pieces of bread with milo o prepared by mak. Mind u, my tonsil still hurt. Then I feel like eating porridge, so mom asked neng to cook it for me. Around 45 mins later, the porridge was cooked and I was ready to eat.

Baru makan 4-5 suap, suddenly i felt my chest tightened. I have difficulty breathing but Alhamdulillah, I still cud breathe. I opened the front door and take a deep breathe in the open air. But, still, it felt really hard to breathe. At first I thought this was the side effect of my tonsilitis. Then I went upstairs, told my mom that I have difficulty breathing. I breathed like a horse, seriously. Then, my thighs started to itch. Tengok2, peha dah ada bintat2 kecik mcm kene gigit nyamuk. Then, tangan rase gatal, tgk2, ade bintat jugak. sekejap gile, kaki n tgn aku dh naik bintat yg sgt byk n cpt.

So, I figured out, I had an allergic. Ajak mak gi PUSRAWI terus. Mase mandi, tgk2 mate2 pun dah bengkak. gile ah buruk rupe time tu...huhuhu...Lepas siap terus gi PUSRAWI, jumpe doktor, and she said it was an allergic, might be due from taking the ponstan while I was still under other medications. So, the nurse gave me a hydrocort injection and some other pills and we went home and I slept about 3 hrs.

After I woke up, looked myself in the mirror...and...walllaaa...I was as beautiful as ever.hohoho...My face has returned to normal, no more swelling anywhere. Showed my eyes to my brother and sister, and they were quite shocked themselves...hehe..

So, as for today (Sunday), the tonsil still hurting and unfortunately my right tonsil has also been infected though it's not as serious as the left (yet!). I only have 1 more antibiotic for tomorrow morning, so guess I have to go to the clinic again to ask for more antibiotic.My fever is cooling down, but my head still spinning round. I'm currently lying on my bed with the laptop on my lap (duh!..name pun laptop..huhu) trying hard to stay awake so I could write this long journey of my sickness....

I wish I could get better soon as I have loads of work to settle before the opening of the new semester.huhu..Do pray for me... I seriously don't want to undergo any surgery to remove my tonsils...nauzubillah...huhu...

Dah tertido 8 kali dah sepjg tulis this entry. kesan ubat2 la kot. sori kalau byk tulis mrepek coz mmg tulis dlm keadaan x betul pun...ok, nk tido..later!

Sunday, 14 June 2009

~My looong journey of sickness...huhuhu

Warning!

I don't usually brag when I'm sick. Apart from I just don't like to brag, I also rarely get sick which means I have nothing to brag. So, if some of you think that I'm bragging out here, and u don't like it, feel free to leave this blog and mengumpat la di blkg nye. And for the rest, enjoy the moment of my sickness...hohoho...

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As I said, I rarely get sick. The last time I remembered being sick was in Edinburgh. But it was only for one night stand..hoho. I just felt chill all of sudden in the middle of the night, and K Linda covered me with 2 thick quilts, I wore gloves and socks to sleep, and still I felt very cold (this happened in late spring or summer if i'm not mistaken). But the next day, I was ok and cud resume my normal activities.

Just like other normal people out there, I sometimes get headache, flu, diarrhea etc, but they were just a one-time-off kind of sickness and just lasted for a couple of day max.

So, when I started to get sick since last week, I did what I normally did, which was nothing..huhu...

It started with coughing and flu last week. Some of my officemates noticed the changed in my voice. One said, sengau but still sexy! (Kawan yang kate ok..bkn aku kate...aku kate kat dia "merepekla!", tapi jauh di sudut hati, aku mengakui kebenaran kate2 kwn aku itu..hohoho)....

The cough came together with phlegm. I never really knew how to bring out the phlegm, but sometimes when i felt it near my throat, I did the I-donno-how-to-explain-sound and try to push it out with my tongue and some other organs in my mouth.huhuhu. It didn't do me much good, but still better that letting all the phlegm stucked in my throat. Owh, I forgot to mention, I also had blocked nose and my hingus was yellow in colour.. eeeuuuww I know..hoho

So, since last Tuesday, my left throat started to hurt. I thought it was because the way I tried to push out the phlegm that i  accidentally wounded my throat. On Wednesday, I started to have difficulty swallowing anything be it food, drink or saliva. This affected my mood, but still tried hard to maintain, though I realized sometimes I accidentally slipped out few harsh words or put up my garang face. Hope my friends did not realize that, but if they did, I'm so sorry.huhuhu...

Fortunately, my cuti rehat for 3 days from Thursday to Monday has already been approved, so I don't have to act normal anymore.huhu. Around 7 in the morning on the next day, my mom asked me to accompany her to OU to buy Afiq's shoes, I agreed and I went back to sleep. When I woke up later at 11 am, I felt like having fever and a slight headache. I asked my Afiq to touch my forehead, he said "biase je,suam sikit je". I thought of telling my mom that I'm not going with her to OU but later changed my mind, kesian plak mak dah ajak and I love going to OU with her.

So, we went out, met Dude there and having lunch together. I ate my usual, bakso. I knew I wasn't supposed to eat spicy food as it cud hurt my throat even more, but who cud resist spicyness?? (No, I don't want you to answer this in my comment..huhu)...

At home, my headache became worst, and I felt chill all over. Told mak about it, she felt my forehead and knew that I already caught up with fever. She wanted to take me to the clinic, but being my rarely-get-sick-self and thinking that I'll get better by myself soon, I refused.

Menjelang senja...hoho.... my throat getting worst and my body felt ache all over. So my mom asked me another time, and this time I agreed, and after Maghrib we went to this clinic in Tmn Bkt Maluri (one that our family go since we moved to Menjalara when I was 5 yrs old). The doctor took my temperature, and he said my fever was quite high, 39°C. Then he checked my throat, and he was very suprised that my left tonsil are full with whitish ulcer. So, because of the heavy infection, he gave me a strong kind of antibiotic(dia la kate kuat..tatau la...hoho), and ubat2 lain i.e demam, selsema etc. I also got 2 days MC..tp x sure boleh tukar tak my cuti rehat that I've taken kpd MC ni..huhu... Once at home, I tried to see the tonsil myself, and yes...It was white all over..can't even see the normal pinkish surface.

Anyway, the visit to the clinic was on Thursday. I'll continue my journey of sickness in the next post... Till then!...hehehe

Tuesday, 9 June 2009

Jabuh ;)

New vocab currently used widely among us = JABUH...

Thanks to Axie for accidentally said Jabuh instead of Jauh. Semenjak seminggu lepas, Axie menjadi bahan kami. Everytime she tried to menjadikan aku bahan, aku sebut je our new magic word, automatically she couldn't even remember what she was gonna say. I like!..no...we like!...hohoho..

Jangan balas dendam Axie..Laughter is the best medicine per....hohoho...

;)

Monday, 1 June 2009

'Unsureness'



Again, not an entry to be understood... :)

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“I wanted to be scared again... I wanted to feel unsure again. That's the only way I learn, the only way I feel challenged.” - Connie Chung




“I felt very unsure about this match, to be honest. I had a bad feeling about it but what matters is how I play and in the end I was very happy.” - Roger Federer

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There are some things we do in life that we're unsure of i.e The decisions we made, the feeling we felt, the stuffs we bought and etc...

Different people feel unsure to different things. One person might be unsure of how she/he feels on certain situations/things but another person might be very confident and very sure of how she/he feels on more or less similar situations/things.

We usually confide in our closest friends on the things that we feel unsure of. The friends whom we entrust to tell our deepest fear,our weaknesses etc..


The sad part is, when the friend we thought understand that people are different on the 'unsure thingy', used our 'unsureness' against us, treating it like a joke, just because they are very sure on the same thing that we're unsure of and tell the whole world about it (exagerating...huhu).

Not sure of the reason. It might make the friend feel superior because at last, he/she has something to be proud of, unlike her friend who is weak for not having the confident she has. It also might be because she genuinely and innocently thinks that her friend was joking bout the 'unsureness' and so she thinks that it is a joke to share with other people. Or, simply because she doesn't understand her friend very well to know that she is actually giving out her friend's vulnerability that she's supposed to keep it to herself. Whatever the reason is,  she/he should better kept it  to her/himself just to honour the person she once called friend (if she has ever considered the friend a friend...huhu).

Just my 80 pence.. Later! :)