This happened 10 years ago in 1999. Few days b4 hari anugerah cemerlang that yr (I was one of the receivers utk hadiah PMR - 8A je, Bhs Arab kantoi..huhu), my friends and I was helping in the preparation for the event. CIkgu cikgi pun ade skali doing their stuffs on the stage. I felt sedikit tidak puas hati because all the years before, students dapat hadiah piala yang ade tulis nama sndiri. But that year,we will be getting a thesaurus dictionary instead. Mase tu, tah nape, sangat soka la kalau dpt piala, ye la...ade name, leh tayang kat rumah or kat org or sape2 (tgk..niat pun dah tak betul).huhuhu
So, I walked up the stage where Ustazah Sofinaz and some other teachers buat keje diorg. Borak2 kosong 2-3 minit, then tanye dekat Ustzh Sofinaz nape this year tak dpt piala mcm senior2 dulu. Nape dapat buku je?Then aku bebel2 la kat dia, aku suke piala sbb bla bla bla bla....
Ustazah pun cakap, "Nadiah, rezeki orang lain2. Rezeki senior2 dulu, lain, awak lain. Kite kene redha dgn ape Tuhan bg dekat kite, bersyukur..."
ha..kan dah terkedu aku time tu... bukan tak tau konsep rezeki ni, tp kadang2 bile kite nk sgt satu2 bnde tu, terlupe jap..setan pun time tu sah2 la menghasut je kan, tu terkuar soalan tu kat ustazah...huhuhu..
Tapi mmg betul pun cakap Ustazah...sampai sekarang, I'm still using the thesaurus....dah 10 thn tuuu, cantik lg cover dia...bergune tul...adik2 kat umah pun leh pakai...kalau piala, msti aku x pdulik dah dgn bnde tu after 10 yrs...huhu..rindu tul kat Ustazah Sofinaz... (bkn ko eh pnut..hehe)
So sekarang, wpun still ssh nak menerima kenyataan n sentiase tak puas hati, tp dah kuat sket igt yg rezeki org lain2, x same, n mungkin lmbat or cpt dr org lain... Pape pun aku doa, rezeki aku n family sentiasa murah je slalu... Amiinnn...
p/s: Bile la nk jadi kaye ni??...haiisshh... ;)