Nadot's Words

Took this from my bulletin board. Have to agree to most of the things written below...but neway, im far farrr farrrr better...huhuhu...

AUGUST ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter.

" You will know that forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and feel the power to wish them well" - Lewis B. Smedes

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Okay...I already forgave 'that someone' from my previous blog. We're cool. I guess..haha...And i made that someone promise never to lie to me again...But deep in my heart, i know, that someone will do it again....and this process of being hurt and forgive will start all over again for until-God-knows how many times...

I know forgiveness is a good thing, but sometimes i think i forgive too easily and in the end, i know i will hurt again....huhuhu..

Today is the 1st day of Ramadhan. The time is 1330 and i just woke up half an hour ago..hohoho...At 1415, I have to go to UM to see my lecturer..(bayangkan hari Ahad gi UM jmpe lecturer)....Actually she's on her sabbatical in Singapore, therefore, i only can see her on weekend when she get back to Malaysia.

Okayla..nak mandi...get ready to bukak pose..silap..get ready to see my lecturer...huhuhu...papai...

"Liars never lose trust because they never had it"

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Today, i was being lied by 'someone' i trusted (not anymore) so much in my life, and suck..it hurts like hell....it was just a small lie but i hate liars and i hate being lied to...

And the reason for 'that someone' to lie was 'nothing'.. 'THAT SOMEONE' LIED TO ME FOR NO REASON...and did 'that someone' think i was going to believe that??...does anybody lie without at least A reason??...bullshit giler ah....

enuff said...

" My hands were too soft...i had to find some special occupation, some kind of work that would not force me to turn away from the sky and the stars, that would allow me to discover the meaning of life" - Marc Chagall

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The quote above was from late Marc Chagall, a russian painter.

Lotz of thing happenned in August but havent had the chance to write 'em here. been bz working morning till nite pouring all my isi perut out...huhu...

My birhtday is in August, i graduated in August, our family day dekat kampung was in August, went to bukit merah with my family in August...pendek kate..macam-macam ada in August....hohoho....It will take me days or even month to write all these memorable event here in the blog...so..i'll pass...

I'm in my office rite now, Think PLus Consulting Sdn Bhd where i work from 9am to 1 pm as an exec. Then at 2.30 i have a tuition class in a tuition centre nearby for 2 hrs then at 7 pm-10 pm i have another class in the same tuition centre. Monday until friday except on thursday, my tuition classes are in a centre in selayang, 15 minutes driving distance from menjalara, 7-10 pm. So, i go to work at 9 am everyday and sampai rumah at 10 pm.

Tu tak termasuk dengan my part time tutor job in Science fak, UM. Fortunately the labs are on Friday and saturday yang tak clash langsung dgn any of my other jobs. Still sometimes, i have to ponteng kerje pagi coz need to go to UM jumpe lecturer regarding my Master which i juz received the offer letter last 2 days. Ni yg wat pening giler nih...x de mase nak bace pasal master. Maybe next 2 months ke im going to quit my job here in Think Plus although agak sayang coz mane nak dpt bos yg bagi kite masuk ofis 9-1 je and biler ade hal, cuti je la skati...

Friends say im workaholic, but i do think 'moneyholic' is the best to describe me...My dad pun pelik aku asyik nak simpan duit je..ade ke die suruh aku bayar road tax and insuran kerete..susah2 je...haha...plan nak pegi tengok along grad dekat manchester next year, tuh yg pulun keje tuh...Kalau tak sempat kumpul banyak, kene jugak la gune duit ayah separuh..huhuhu

Tapi serius, agak banyak gak aku menyimpan sekarang, every month siap buat budget tuh utk belanja, utk savings dll...dlm 2/5 daripada gaji aku aku simpan dalam bentuk insuran ke, asb ke dll...yg lain belanje and byr phone bill yg berlebey-lebey & byr ptptn lagi (wpun ayah bagi duit lagi utk byr bil n ptptn, tp x cukup..shhhh)..huhu...

erm..enuff for today..need to make a few phone calls to some companies to promote the event that we're organizing in Qatar in conjunction of Asia Games in Doha, Qatar this December. Okay la..enuff said....papaiii

" Without friends, no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods" - Aristotle

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It has been almost 6 years since i left SMAKL (jujur sebut name skolah tuh..haha). Tp rase mcm baru sangat je...(start jiwang dah ayat...hoho).. Tp ape yg aku nk bebel sbnrnye in this post is the relationship yg ade dgn ex-schoolmate aku.

From the day we left school until today, x pernah miss kitorg buat reunion every year..(antara kitorg-kitorg la)...bukak pose, hari raye, cuti gi pulau perhentian, mandi kat kanching, cuti gi utp, netball etc... Although x sume dtg ke sume occasions, tp ade gak yg ade inisiatif to join all the activities yg dianjurkan (ayat skema kuar dah plak...huhu)...

Ape yg aku dpt kate dr sume xtvt yg aku join, all my friends change..in a good way...even yg x pernah brape rapat kat sekolah dulu ke atau yg pernah gaduh ke, bile jmpe balik, bley wat lawak same2, gelak same2, mcm x pernah sakit hati je dolu2...(tatau la dlm hati diorg simpan lg tak...yg aku tau dlm hati budak kecik gombak...die simpan...ngade2..hahaha)

Anyway, i would like to thank all my friends especially pnut yg selalu jd leader untuk mengkontek kwn2 bg menjoin xtvt (ko mmg gile kuase), kwn2 lain yg x penah miss utk join xtvt specially amal (serius amal je kot yg x penah miss utk ape2 xtvt...org lain mesti ade miss gak at least once...giler boring la ko amal...haha)...and sume la...mls nk sebut...ade yg lupe sebut kang kecik ati lak...hoho...

To all yg dtg jamuan raye aku every yr sejak dr skolah lg, tq byk...although last yr aku x wat, dtg je la...kwn2 yg konvoi raye2 same...lst yr sgt sronok (ke umah ali n zaim)...this yr buat panggil la lg...huhu...

Kesimpulannye, aku sangat syg kwn2 skolah aku...and really hope that we will always be friend although sume org dah ade hidup masing2....(Dowh..serius aku jiwang...hahaha). Yang kurang2 berminat nak join xtvt kami akibat masalah commitment terhadap bf or gf masing2, skati korg la..mls nk lyn..haha...Sekian terima kasih...

p/s : Rencana di atas ditulis akibat kebosanan tahap dewa yg dialami oleh penulis yg sedang berada di ofis akibat tiada kerja.

" Marriage : A community consisting of a master, a mistress, and two slaves - making in all, two."

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15/07/2006, Bandar Sri Damansara Club - (Dowh..mcm heading berite lak)...Hani dah kawin!!!...The 3rd SMAKLIAN from our batch yg dah kawin... (yg aku tau la)...

So, smlm kami beramai-ramai bertolak dr rumah aku (14 org...) ke Kelab Bdr Sri Damansara. Lepak dr kul 1 lebey - 4 lebey. Terbuat mcm majlis sendiri plak...

Malas nak criter panjang...anyway, the ceremony was great, the food was good, around 20-30 smaklian dtg ke majlis - which make it more like smakl reunion instead of hani's wedding..havoc giler nak mampus...huhu...sorry hani...x berniat nak curi your spotlight...you are still the prettiest and the most beautiful bride yesterday...and always (she's a part time model)...

To Hani, may the happiness (force..huhu) be with u, until the end of time...God bless....

p/s:..Friends!!..i'll upload the pics later k...malas ar...huhu

"Why do we hurt the most, the one we love the most"...
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Same macam sepet...the uniqueness of this movie yg buatkan cite ni menarik sangat. it potrays love, faith, humanity etc...seriously, this movie is full of love..(except bile adlin buat jahat)...love is everywhere in this movie...melankolik ah aku rase...but in a good way...huhuhu

tp macam biase, x puas hati dgn ending die...same cm x puas hati dgn ending sepet...haha....  problem aku,i only accept happy ending...tuh yg sakit tuh bile sedey... (am i still talking about the movie or dah lost track??..huhu)

good movie to watch...banyak bende bley belajar...ape pun...tengok ah sendiri.... aku pun dah nak tenggelam dah nih dlm perasaan melankolik aku sendiri....hahahaha...(ayat panjang utk 'mengantuk' )